Certain darkness is needed to see the stars. OSHO<\/p>\n
50 x 60<\/p>\n
Acrylics, oil pastels, raw canvas<\/p>\n
Kdy\u017e jsem se stala pravideln\u00fdm n\u00e1v\u0161t\u011bvn\u00edkem Studio54, za\u010dala jsem si na\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed uv\u011bdomovat, \u017ee nen\u00ed n\u011bco ok. Studio 54 je undergroundov\u00fd techno club v centru Prahy. Nic proti technu, techno je super. \ud83d\ude00 Ale atmosf\u00e9ra tohoto m\u00edsta je pon\u011bkud zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed. Pro ty co neznaj\u00ed, je to takov\u00e9 pra\u017esk\u00e9 podsv\u011bt\u00ed.<\/p>\n
V t\u00e9 dob\u011b jsem se pot\u0159ebovala vzd\u00e1lit z m\u00e9 rodn\u00e9 Ostravy od m\u00fdch rodinn\u00fdch a firemn\u00edch probl\u00e9m\u016f, Praha se zd\u00e1la b\u00fdt jako dobr\u00e1 volba. J\u00e1 cht\u011bla v\u017edy v Praze \u017e\u00edt a podnikat. Akor\u00e1t zp\u016fsob jak\u00fdm jsme za\u010dali nebyl nejvhodn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Proto\u017ee jsme se v t\u00e9 dob\u011b s br\u00e1chou nemohli vyst\u00e1t, zd\u00e1l se mu m\u016fj \u00fat\u011bk do Prahy jako dobr\u00fd n\u00e1pad. J\u00e1 v t\u00e9 dob\u011b doufala, \u017ee ta vzd\u00e1lenost pom\u016f\u017ee. Ale \u00fazkosti z podnik\u00e1n\u00ed, rodiny, \u010derstv\u00e9ho rozchodu a samoty byly v moj\u00ed hlav\u011b, ne v Ostrav\u011b. A tak jsem si na\u0161la jin\u00fd \u00fanik.<\/p>\n Dostala jsem k n\u011bmu dost efektivn\u00edho pr\u016fvodce, kter\u00fd mi uk\u00e1zal v\u0161e, co se d\u00e1 v pra\u017esk\u00e9m podsv\u011bt\u00ed naj\u00edt. Od v\u011b\u010dn\u00fdch probd\u011bl\u00fdch noc\u00ed, d\u011bsiv\u00fdch klub\u016f, v\u0161ech druh\u016f substanc\u00ed po nekone\u010dnou party\u2026 Jako \u00fanik to fungovalo dob\u0159e.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Najednou jsem se ale ocitla ve stavu, kdy jsem nebyla schopna si v\u0161echny ty \u201edary\u201c pra\u017esk\u00e9ho podsv\u011bt\u00ed odep\u0159\u00edt.<\/p>\n Po p\u00e1r m\u011bs\u00edc\u00edch mi m\u00e9 t\u011blo d\u00e1valo dost najevo, \u017ee to, co si zp\u016fsobuju bude m\u00edt velk\u00e9 n\u00e1sledky. J\u00e1 v\u017edycky milovala zdrav\u00fd \u017eivotn\u00ed styl, ale v t\u00e9 dob\u011b jsem prost\u011b n\u011bjak zapomn\u011bla. P\u0159estala jsem cvi\u010dit. Za\u010dala jsem j\u00edst nezdrav\u00e9 j\u00eddlo a \u017e\u00edt t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd po\u017eitk\u00e1\u0159sk\u00fd \u017eivot. Pro pocit abych se sob\u011b v\u00edce l\u00edbila jsem za\u010dala um\u011ble vylep\u0161ovat sv\u016fj vzhled um\u011bl\u00fdma \u0159asama, nehtama a dal\u0161\u00edma vymo\u017eenostma dne\u0161n\u00ed doby.<\/p>\n Sv\u016fj vnit\u0159n\u00ed pocit sebehodnoty jsem dostala a\u017e na \u00fapln\u00e9 dno. Ale navenek jsem hr\u00e1la velmi dob\u0159e hru neoblomn\u00e9 sebejistoty.<\/p>\n Odr\u00e1\u017eelo se to ve v\u0161em co jsem d\u011blala, nejv\u00edce v\u0161ak v prim\u00e1rn\u00edm strachu, z\u016fstat sama. Mu\u017ei, kter\u00e9 jsem pozn\u00e1vala se mnou zach\u00e1zeli p\u0159esn\u011b na takov\u00e9 \u00farovni jako bylo m\u00e9 samotn\u00e9 m\u00edn\u011bn\u00ed o sebesama.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n V\u0161e bylo jen o tom jedin\u00e9m. Bylo mi smutno. Po tom n\u011bkam pat\u0159it, k n\u011bkomu pat\u0159it\u2026 Po tom abych se m\u011bla r\u00e1da.<\/p>\n Kdy\u017e si v\u0161ak uv\u011bdom\u00edm, co v\u0161e mi tohle obdob\u00ed p\u0159ineslo, jsem za n\u011bj r\u00e1da. Toti\u017e ta obrovsk\u00e1 m\u00edra ochutn\u00e1n\u00ed kontrastu mi p\u0159inesla nov\u00fd rozm\u011br ochutn\u00e1n\u00ed vd\u011b\u010dnosti. A proto v\u00edm, \u017ee jednou na ta nejtemn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed obdob\u00ed \u017eivota m\u016f\u017eeme vzpom\u00ednat s t\u00edm nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00edm docen\u011bn\u00edm.<\/p>\n <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Certain darkness is needed to see the stars. OSHO 50 x 60 Acrylics, oil pastels, raw canvas When I became a regular visitor to Studio54, I thankfully began to realize that something was wrong. Studio 54 is an underground techno club in the centre of Prague. Nothing against techno, techno is cool. \ud83d\ude00 But the […]<\/p>","protected":false},"featured_media":1085,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"product_cat":[24],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1017","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","4":"has-post-thumbnail","6":"product_cat-art","8":"first","9":"instock","10":"shipping-taxable","11":"purchasable","12":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/terezajanikova.cz\/cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/1017","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/terezajanikova.cz\/cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/terezajanikova.cz\/cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/terezajanikova.cz\/cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1017"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/terezajanikova.cz\/cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1085"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/terezajanikova.cz\/cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1017"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/terezajanikova.cz\/cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=1017"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/terezajanikova.cz\/cz\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=1017"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}