2025

Hidden in flaws and acceptance

Acrylic paint, linen, oil pastels

When it comes to love, it is usually where the strongest emotions are. Either good or bad. I once heard, where the strongest attraction is, the biggest lesson comes right behind. Think about it, isnt the person you love the most The one that triggers you the most sometimes ? I feel the biggest attraction to my husband. Haha…. Well but I also feel like the biggest triggers are the biggest teachers.

And when there is the theme about love relationships. Oh my …that’s my topic. I feel like, this is so big opportunity to learn and grow in them, that I feel sometime down when I see that so many relationships don’t put any effort to learn and do something to be happier. 

Afterall I could only suggest that the contentment in relationship will probably create quite firm base for other contentment and happiness in other areas of our lives. So why to make it harder for yourself? 

Not only after we have started to study tantra, but that’s a topic for another big story, but all the time, I knew I have harvested so much fruit after I have learned and try to be better in my marriage. To be honest, I can be a bitch 😁 which women cant? 🙈and so my approach to Otakar can be sometimes so tough and merciless. But for what? To shape the men for the men that I want? That is so short-sighted. I feel like I want to learn to love with all how the person is. Not to try to fix anything, just love and accept. My husband is such a strong personality and sometimes I feel like, Oh my God, again ?!?! But the more I learn, the more I accept. The more I let him to be free. To be him. To appreciate how he is, in the full real size of him. With all the flaws and weirdness. Then the more I love him. And he loves me. Because he can feel, that I accept. 

Actually that is what he has taught me. And still is teaching me. ( I am not that good as he is 😆) He always loved me, just as I am, and that I wish to everybody.